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| I'm going to leave Xanga soon.
I have decided it.
While I still will have a place to type away about all my feelings and
emotions, I know there are people that I would rather just leave alone.
Or people I just wish would go away.
I still believe in redemption and I have more than enough room to
forgive, but the issue is not mine now...it hasn't been mine for a long
time. I'm moving on with my life.
The choices and atitudes people make and have in life take them where they deserve.
I came here to eventually work in the game field and I accomplished
that. I could have easily have gone the easy route and taken some
corporate job (to which I have been offered that many a time) that may
appear to have better benefits, but in the end it wouldn't have made me
happy.
There's a reason why certain people have a hard time finding a job...or
keeping real friends...or being certain about their sexual
preferences...they accuse others of being selfish when they themselves
have shown to be the most selfish one of all. When people are selfish
like that, cats die.
People must deal with their own problems by taking responsibility.
Dealing with my own faults has only resulted in me being a better
person. I hope people will see that in themselves.
For all intents and purposes I really don't see any real reason for
having this site up any longer anyways. And consequently, I see no more
reason for trolling certain people's Xanga's anymore. All I read is
complaining and excuses of why things aren't going the way they want.
It's depressing and pathetic. It's not something I wish to be around,
nor it is something that I can find entertaining anymore.
So this is may be the last hurrah. The last time I really type
something of importance on here. Ai will be a chapter of my life that I
will close soon...confidently completed and gaining everything I set
out to do.
For people that still keep in contact with me, I can be easily reached.
I'm probably the most easy going person to get along with and I don't
hold grudges unless people truly deserve it. I have sacrificed and
contributed more to the school than most of the people I know.
Some will want to respond negatively and that's ok. It doesn't change
the fact I'm happy now where I'm at. It won't change my position in my
life and frankly it won't change a thing. My life has more than proven
that I'm more than words. So I say don't bother trying to respond. I
won't care. That life is gone now. Take the chips, cash out and go
home.
It's over.
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| I still have dreams...
Dreams of the past...
Just when I think I'm moving on, I get a real vivid dream about...
...that. 
Why can't I just let it go? Is it even worth revisiting?
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| I just saw the TV show Distraction on Comedy Central
omg, it's sooo funny.
Imagine this (at least for the show I saw):
4 contestants.
The first round had the contestants drink shots of hot sauce to "buzz
in" their answer...needless to say some were a little off and still
ended up drinking the hot sauce. The lowest score was eliminated.
The second round buzzer was an immediate pie to the face. Each time a
buzzer was activated, the "pie" was replaced with a new one...and by
pie I mean "ketchup pie" and "honey pie" and "mayo pie". Again, the
lowest score was eliminated.
Not bad. A little light fare, but still entertaining.
The third round (by now there are 2 people) was that both of them sat
on a toilet. Their buzzer was to pee. Yup, in order to answer, they had
to pee enough to activate the buzzer.
The winnner got a new car.
So that's not the end of it.
The winner saw his new car. But, he had to answer 3 questions within a
minute even though the car was his. The thing is that the 3 contestants
that were eliminated were brought back with...toys. One had a disc
sander, one had a can of spray paint, and the last one had a sledge
hammer. After 20 seconds, they could go to town on the car.
Unfortunately the guy that won answered all the questions without any
damage to his new car. I would have liked to see a sledge on the
windshield.
Most likely, this show was modeled from a Japanese show of some sort...those guys have some interesting game shows.
I'm going to go back to my demo reel.
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| I've decided I feel a lot better now.
The cough has greatly subsided and I went to work not hacking up a
lung. In fact, I believe I only coughed a few times in a given 5 hours
period.
Good times.
Now to more pressing matters: Demo Reel. I'm starting research on the
final demo reel. I'm using old work as reference, but the demo reel
should be completely new. I'm really going to hit the production line
from concept to model to texture, to in game. I'm hoping for a kind of
Greek/Techno theme which allows me to have great historical reference
while adding in that sci-fi feel I really like.
I think I'm about sick of fantasy. Don't get me wrong, I like fantasy, but sci-fi appeals so much more to me.
I'm ready. This is it for this quarter and I'm out.
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| That's it. I am teh sick 
I've been fighting it for a while and now I've just surendered myself
to rest until it's out of my system. It's really a bad cough, but with
my loud voice, everyone knows I'm sick.
Oh well. On to other things.
I just started the mentor program at school. Not too bad, I have 4 people I am mentoring 
Other than that, nothing really new to talk about other than...GUITAR
HERO!! Oh yeah, that's a fun game. I feel like a superstahhh!
I also bought another MMO other than WoW. I figure it's time for me to
expand my horizons and I need to do something different. So far so
good.
You all have to forgive me cause I'm typing this in a sickly haze...not
the normal fare, but something is better than nothing I guess.
The show is doing great. Episode 5 is being worked on and we're getting
a good audience. While I'm not totally concerned about making any money
(to which we don't), I'm fixing on making this the best show first and
foremost. All the feedback has been great and I'm working on putting
more segments so that we have a diversity of stuff to do.
Anyways, other than that nothing new to report.
Ok, I'm out.
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